Another day

You are stupid,
you are worthless,
you mean nothing,
you are disguting.

These words are screaming,
they’re ripping in to my
soul, decimating me,
speaking tomes of truth.

Huddled in the corner,
I want to scream and
yell for help to come,
yet I am silent.

I need the help,
I should ask for it,
I am silent,
won’t you please help me?

I need you now,
I need your caressing
embrace around me,
protecting me.

I want to sob in
to your chest,
I don’t want to be strong,
I don’t want to carry on.

Michael and Lucifer

I can carve your name into my arm,
a cry to the devil to come forth,
to declare my anger showing in the calm,
to welcome Lucifer to the north.

I can soak my stomach in holy water,
a cry to the angels of God himself,
to declare my faith that shan’t falter,
to welcome Michael to Earth itself.

2012 In Review

The WordPress.com stats helper monkeys prepared a 2012 annual report for this blog.

Here’s an excerpt:

The new Boeing 787 Dreamliner can carry about 250 passengers. This blog was viewed about 1,700 times in 2012. If it were a Dreamliner, it would take about 7 trips to carry that many people.

Click here to see the complete report.

 

This is pretty epic; nearly reaching the end of my first year! Where has time gone?

The Thing You Are

You’re the cow
in the autumn air,
you’re the winter’s
polar bear,
you’re the moth on
a summer’s breeze,
you’re freedom to
go where you please.

You’re the light
upon the window pane,
you’re the pounding
on the roof in the rain,
you’re the quiet
rebellion at heart,
you’re freedom
to rip life apart.

Where there is …

Where there is a great deal of free speech, there is always a certain amount of foolish speech ~ Winston Churchill

I reached 100 followers! I also just noticed I’ve reached over 200 posts as well! So enjoy this quote from Winston Churchill as a celebration.

A Man I Did Not Know

There once was a man who I knew,
a man who I did not know.
I knew him for a long time,
yet time just flew slow.

I knew him everywhere,
nowhere and there.
I watched him live,
just to watch him die.

I knew his name; Ben,
yet his face was shrouded.
I gave my all, my least,
at the man’s feet – his fall.

Through inaction, I gave
the greatest and worst action.
Through ineptitude, I handed
death yet another victim.

So there’s the tale of the man,
the man I knew but did not know,
the man upon his mechanical horse,
I made him walk Heaven’s course.

It’s Funny

It’s funny,
it’s been years,
too many to count,
too many weeks and days,
but here you are,
stood before me,
radiant as ever,
and I must wonder,
where did you go?

It’s funny,
when I look at you,
wondering where time went,
wondering what I
did wrong, did right,
did today,
or should I say,
what I should say,
tomorrow?

 

Fine, Great

Fine and great,
things I say
I am, who I am.

Fine.
I’m foolish,
insecure,
neurotic,
envious.

Great.
I’m grieving,
repressed,
egotistical,
ashamed,
timid.

Fine. Great.
We say we are so,
yet inside,
our hearts are yearning,
we are aching.

We let ourselves
suffer so that those
who care, who love,
who trust will not suffer,
suffer our emotions.

If A Tree Falls

If a tree falls
in the forest,
nobody around,
does it make a sound?

But then, if
a man kills,
nobody around,
is the victim in the ground?

But then, if
a man steals,
nobody around,
does his guilt resound?

But then, if
a man lies,
nobody around,
is it the truth’s hound?

Walking

Walking along the road,
paved with the sorrows
and lies of the past.

Walking – burdens towed,
along a path I do not know
to discovery – to everlast.

Walking; making my life
as my own tale of me,
of the eloquence.

Walking, waking, a knife
to cut through the
cloud of despair – life repents.

Victorious

Visualise vivacious vindications,
vicarious victory that veers
violently toward virulent 
vanity and vintage memories.

Imagine infinite images,
incandescence invades
in my imagination of

insisiting incantations.

Collaborate and calculate
cruel, cold cataclysms;
create and capture creation,
caution of the corpse.

Triumvirate of tyranny,
toppling the towers – targets
of the turning triplets,
taboo and termination.

Observe olden orifice,
on original orders of 
oblivion – oft own’s oaken,
the opinion of omnipotence.

Rumminations of reality,
rushing round, reeceding into
roaring rows – roaring raids,
realising reinvented refutes of refusal.

Infantile insinuation,
infant’s infinite immaturity,
ignorance to immorality;
irregardless of inane responsibility.

Only once olden orders
can open oaken orifice;
office, officer – observers
of us, oft of age.

Unison through unity,
unites us with uniformity,
undertaking, understanding,
using unimportance of our lies.s

Simplistic sacrificial service,
supplying satanic normality
surviving serious sinews – saviour 
of suffering simpletons.

This was inspired by V’s speech when he first speaks to Evie when he first meets her in V for Vendetta.

Sanguine’s Lament

Sanguinolency afore the men,
erewith speed usward time,
erewith needs must end.

Hark, err of thine ways,
thine alack, amain anent the
wisened widows, men of old.

Nary a man would walk abaft,
fo’ward beforetime, disgrace;
oft – a lie – certes discrepance.

 

This was an experiment with writing in archaic english… I’m not sure it worked.

Definitions of Our Lives

A controlled time space,
totality in an absurd
environment – prying
where true genius reverberates

Unique in uniformity,
break the glass – fractures,
representations of societal
pressures – pauciloquent in breath.

Our society; a valetudinarian
that resounds against
hypochondria and hypocrisy,
definition of our lives.

The Cottage; The Fortress

The engine hummed, piercing the silence of the air. The silence; reminding him that he was alone. Completely and utterly alone. Desolation and the downfall of civilisation burned around him, yet the fires burned out weeks ago.

The collapse of civilisation was swift; less than a week from the first outbreak. After the first week, 75% of the human population was zombiefied. Governments were non-existent. It was anarchy. Within two weeks, gangs had formed, raiding and fighting upon the desolation.

Anarchy, complete anarchy.

‘Bollocks, it’s getting dark. Just my fuckin’ luck. Best hurry the fuck up then’ He then pressed further on the accelerator peddle, pushing the car faster towards his destination. The trees of the forest rushed by, the occasional zombie nestled within the darkness of the woods. Up ahead, a small cottage lay upon a hill, standing resolute amongst the isolation.

White-washed walls contrasted with dark oak beams that criss-crossed, like a veritable Mesopotamia. Little windows, poking out of the walls, covered with large metal sheets, drilled to the walls. On top of the of the cottage, stood a small tower, only just taller than the roof; made of scaffolding pipes. A ladder stretched down, through the roof, into the attic.

It was clear to see, this was not merely a home. This was a fortress, fortified to protect it’s inhabitant.

The car droned up the last stretch of road and then the man parked it into a garage attached to the side of the cottage. He got out of the car, picked up his rifle and his back-pack and placed them on a shelf in the garage. Slamming the car door shut, he then smacked a button on a wall which slowly closed the garage door.

A flick of a switch, and the cottage burst to life. Several halogen lamps illuminated the cottage throughout, powered by a generator humming away in the garage. The heating cranked up, warming the cottage through. He picked up the kettle from the side, filled it with water from a canister in the kitchen and replaced the kettle, turning it on.

‘A fookin’ tea, that’s what I need. A good British cuppa. Nothin’ like one of them beauties to relax a fella after a long day being chased by mushy fuckers’ He smirked to himself. He entered another room, adjoing the kitchen, which served as the pantry. Shelves lined the walls, adorned with tins of food, packets of this, that and the other. A single man could survive for years of it.

‘Beans ‘n sausages or maybe a chilli con carne rat pack meal? Decisions, bloody decisions’ He eventually settled on the chilli con carne meal. He took the packet of the shelf, walked back into the kitchen and dumped the packet into a pan on the stove. He then filled the pan with water so that the packet was covered. The electric stove was then ignited, ready to cook the meal.

Click. A single click. A single click resonated through the kitchen.

The Man In The Woods

You all may or may not remember my post called The Man a while back; a short writing piece based around a man within a zombie apocalypse. Well, I’ve decided to continue it, adapt it into a longer, more full story. I hope you enjoy it.

Here’s the original piece again:

Stumbling through the forest, gasping for his breath, he ran. Not daring to look back, he ran. Not daring to stop, just for a moment; he ran. Weaving through the trees with all the grace of a bull in a china shop, he continued on his way. His frame, long and slender, contrasted with the chunky hulks that were the tree trunks. His hair, brown and flowing, bounced upon his shoulders with each bound and step.

He stopped for just a moment, to catch his breath. ‘I’m 27, how am I tired already? Come on, ‘ya bastard. Get’cha legs moving. COME ON!’ He thought to himself. Almost as if it was a sergeant breathing down his neck, he stood up again, pushed off the tree and with even greater ferocity, continued his journey through the never-ending forest. The mindless growls and snarls from the herd chasing him kept him motivated, determined not to be the main course on tonight’s al a carte meal. ‘Starter, some poor bastard from Manchester. Main course, better not be me. Desert, fuck knows, maybe a kid, maybe a fookin’ chav.’ The man chuckled to himself.

Soon, the trees began to thin out and separate, showing the road, beckoning forth to him. ‘Oh, you fuckin’ beauty, come to papa.’ With a few more super-human steps, he had reached the road. He stopped for a second to find his mark, his eyes scouring up and down the road until the locked on to his target; a mud-soaked, dirt-coated Land Rover.

“Yes! Holy shit, yes. I fuckin’ made it back. I’ll be fuckin’ damned.” He let the words escape his mouth, over-joyed at the fact he had made it through the forest in one piece. He knelt down, slid his pack off of his back and unclasped the clips. He dug his hand in and drew out a black water bottle. Opening the lid, he gulped down a large quantity of the clear nectar, refreshing his system after running for the last hour or so. He closed the bottle and replaced it back in his pack. He then pulled out a golden-oats bar and started eating it. ‘Haha, gotta love ‘em. Fuckin’ ratpack bars. Better than sex.. Well.. Almost better.’ He audibly laughed at his own joke. He had nearly finished the bar when he was interrupted by the snarls of a mindless predator.

“Oh, you bastard. I was enjoyin’ that, you fucker.” He stood up and turned around to meet his adversary. His eyes were met by a middle-age, balding, slightly overweight man. The man was missing half his jaw and his face was smeared with blood and small chunks of flesh, most likely human. The man, brain-dead, shuffled towards him, snarling and growling at the him.

“You really wanna do this? You.. really.. wanna.. fuckin’.. do.. this?” He slowly enunciated the last sentence, full of vengeance and the anger of a man who had lost people in horrors past. His right handed moved across his body and grasped a knife, it’s sheath wedged into his belt.

Drawing it out, preparing to savour this kill, he looked down at his knife. He held the blade up to the light, the sun’s rays glinting off the knife, and admired the many notches upon the knife’s hilt, the signatures of past kills. ’78 bastards, I’ve killed. Looks like you’re bastard number 79. Lucky you.’

He held the knife tightly in his hand and walked towards the zombie. When he and the zombie were almost face-to-face, he spat in the zombie’s face and then, with the force of a bull, brought his boot-heel up and shoved it into his chest, splintering the rib-cage and shattering several ribs. The zombie fell backwards, smacking roughly into the asphalt of the road. He leaped forward, grabbed the zombie by the head and pulled him up. The zombie, arms flailing, tried to grasp the man’s flesh with his teeth.

“No you fuckin’ don’t.” He smashed the hilt of the knife into the zombie’s mouth, crushing the teeth into miniscule pieces and snapping what was left of his top jaw in two. “I wonder if you even feel fuckin’ pain, I don’t even give a shit. I’m going to fuckin’ enjoy this. You’re lucky your friends are only a minute or two away because I’m going to have to be quick about this.”

He let go of the zombie and stood up. Waiting until the zombie stood up and had started stumbling towards him again, he dropped to his knee and with his full force, threw his fist into the zombie’s knee, pulverising the entire joint and causing the zombie to collapse to the floor, unable to walk.

While the zombie attempted to stand up, he forcefully kicked it in the head, sending it falling to the floor again. he then stepped over it so that he was stood over it and brought his knife swinging down and bringing it home, driving it into the side of the zombie’s skull, shoving it through his ear. Pulling it out, he stabbed again and again and six more times; smiling as he did.

Calmly standing up, he turned around and picked up the remnants of his golden oats bar and munched through it.

“Still got to finish it and got to have some fun with a mushy. That was fun. See you in hell, fuckface.” He calmly walked towards the Land Rover when he began to hear the snarls, groans and growls of the remaining herd. “Oh, joy of joys. More of the mushy fuckers.”

He swung open the passenger side door and grabbed his L98A2 rifle, resting in the foot well. Bringing it up to his shoulder, he released the magazine to check the weight. ‘Feels like a full mag, time for some fun.’

He pushed the magazine back into the housing, grabbed the cocking handle, pulled it back and then released it, loading a round into the chamber. He reached his left hand over the rifle and karate-chopped the cocking handle to ensure it was fully forward.

Holding the rifle at his chest, he walked around to the other side of the car, opened the driver side door; ready for a quick drive-off. He then stood and held the rifle in his shoulder, aiming down towards the herd that was now on the road. Flicking the safety off, he searched along the herd, choosing his target. Finding a young man, in his twenties, with no arm, he squeezed the trigger and let off a round which found it’s mark, deep inside his skull.

Thump-thwack-thump-thwack-thump-thwack. 3 more rounds found their resting place within three more zombies. Four zombies now laid on the road, dead for real this time.

“Fuckin’ target practice, baby.” He laughed as he fired yet more and more rounds. Zombies began to drop but the remaining ones just kept walking, oblivious to the gunfire. He fired a few more rounds but then heard the disappointing click as the working-parts held to rear, signalling an empty magazine. “Shit, my guessing skills need some work. It was just getting fun.”

Placing the rifle in the foot-well of the passenger chair again, he got in to the car, started the keys in the ignition and slammed the gear-stick forward into gear. Pressing his foot down on the gas-pedal, the car lurched forward. Swinging the wheel around, he u-turned the car and kicked up rocks and assorted debris at the remaining herd.

The car then droned off down the road, the engine the only one to be heard for miles. The man then pulled down the sun-visor, pulled down a picture of a young-woman, a child and himself. Kissing the picture, a tear rolled down his face and dripped on to the picture.

“I miss you, baby. Why did the mushers have to get you? Why? Why did the fuckers get you and Jamie, why the fuck couldn’t they have left you for me? I shoulda’ saved you.”

He replace the picture back into the visor, closed it and pulled a small pen-knife from his pocket. He braked the car for a second, stopping just to carve the seventy-ninth notch into his knife.

The car disappeared, turning a corner and becoming shielded once again by the forest.

 

Leaving What Is Mine

The knives; carving the wounds,
scoring along the razor’s edge,
locking down my final embrace,
standing upon my final ledge.

In my eyes, I view it all,
a girl’s lost love,
the faceless man,
who watched above.

In my eyes, I’ve known
to let it go, my knife,
yet tightly gripping,
dripping onto my life.

Why? Why? Why?
Why did I?
Why did I say goodbye?
Let her go in to the sky?

So tonight, I’ll lay to rest,
walking the razor’s line,
letting cares, slip away,
leaving what is mine.

Self-Shot

Self-Shot

Time for controversy and a harsh opinion. I personally feel that every Chav that lives in England should be given one of these. Why? They irritate me, also, I am constantly surrounded by them and they’re the reason Hull is so terrible and they are a contributing factor a failing economy.

Yes, I am aware this is a harsh opinion. Whoo for being an opinionated *insert insulting name here*

Apparitions Of Unison

I look up at the sky,
pondering what I do see,
the clouds,
drifting by,
apparitions of unison,
illusions of unity,
united by common fatalities,
linked by false links,
links that do not exist,
yet within my mind,
the links can be seen,
representations of my life,
false apparitions of unity,
liars, deceiving my very emotions.

A Ghost, An Echo

When you’ve been,
where I have been,
in the abyss of darkness,
drowning in your own sorow,
betrayed at every moment,
your confidence stripped
to the mere shell of yourself,
a Ghost,
an Echo.

And then, you realise that
a Girl, her, she sees you,
in a light, no-one has seen
and you wonder… Why?
Why does she see me,
what I am, what I can be,
How can I possibly return
from the depths of hell,
perhaps… to her?

So now I have a longing,
to satiate my curious desire,
to be that special girl,
the one who looks upon me,
be her for just one day,
just the world,
as she does see,
to see me as she does see,
a Ghost.

When You Awake

When you awake,
to the early morning sun,
eyes aching from the night,
stirring slowly in the light.

When you awake,
to the vibrations of a phone,
to see a text, a friend,
what emotion’s will this rend?

When you awake,
to a joyful conversation,
you can’t do nothing but smile,
when you realise what you’ve had all the while.

The Man

Stumbling through the forest, gasping for his breath, he ran. Not daring to look back, he ran. Not daring to stop, just for a moment; he ran. Weaving through the trees with all the grace of a bull in a china shop, he continued on his way. His frame, long and slender, contrasted with the chunky hulks that were the tree trunks. His hair, brown and flowing, bounced upon his shoulders with each bound and step.

He stopped for just a moment, to catch his breath. ‘I’m 27, how am I tired already? Come on, ‘ya bastard. Get’cha legs moving. COME ON!’ He thought to himself. Almost as if it was a sergeant breathing down his neck, he stood up again, pushed off the tree and with even greater ferocity, continued his journey through the never-ending forest. The mindless growls and snarls from the herd chasing him kept him motivated, determined not to be the main course on tonight’s al a carte meal. ‘Starter, some poor bastard from Manchester. Main course, better not be me. Desert, fuck knows, maybe a kid, maybe a fookin’ chav.’ The man chuckled to himself.

Soon, the trees began to thin out and separate, showing the road, beckoning forth to him. ‘Oh, you fuckin’ beauty, come to papa.’ With a few more super-human steps, he had reached the road. He stopped for a second to find his mark, his eyes scouring up and down the road until the locked on to his target; a mud-soaked, dirt-coated Land Rover.

“Yes! Holy shit, yes. I fuckin’ made it back. I’ll be fuckin’ damned.” He let the words escape his mouth, over-joyed at the fact he had made it through the forest in one piece. He knelt down, slid his pack off of his back and unclasped the clips. He dug his hand in and drew out a black water bottle. Opening the lid, he gulped down a large quantity of the clear nectar, refreshing his system after running for the last hour or so. He closed the bottle and replaced it back in his pack. He then pulled out a golden-oats bar and started eating it. ‘Haha, gotta love ’em. Fuckin’ ratpack bars. Better than sex.. Well.. Almost better.’ He audibly laughed at his own joke. He had nearly finished the bar when he was interrupted by the snarls of a mindless predator.

“Oh, you bastard. I was enjoyin’ that, you fucker.” He stood up and turned around to meet his adversary. His eyes were met by a middle-age, balding, slightly overweight man. The man was missing half his jaw and his face was smeared with blood and small chunks of flesh, most likely human. The man, brain-dead, shuffled towards him, snarling and growling at the him.

“You really wanna do this? You.. really.. wanna.. fuckin’.. do.. this?” He slowly enunciated the last sentence, full of vengeance and the anger of a man who had lost people in horrors past. His right handed moved across his body and grasped a knife, it’s sheath wedged into his belt.

Drawing it out, preparing to savour this kill, he looked down at his knife. He held the blade up to the light, the sun’s rays glinting off the knife, and admired the many notches upon the knife’s hilt, the signatures of past kills. ’78 bastards, I’ve killed. Looks like you’re bastard number 79. Lucky you.’

He held the knife tightly in his hand and walked towards the zombie. When he and the zombie were almost face-to-face, he spat in the zombie’s face and then, with the force of a bull, brought his boot-heel up and shoved it into his chest, splintering the rib-cage and shattering several ribs. The zombie fell backwards, smacking roughly into the asphalt of the road. He leaped forward, grabbed the zombie by the head and pulled him up. The zombie, arms flailing, tried to grasp the man’s flesh with his teeth.

“No you fuckin’ don’t.” He smashed the hilt of the knife into the zombie’s mouth, crushing the teeth into miniscule pieces and snapping what was left of his top jaw in two. “I wonder if you even feel fuckin’ pain, I don’t even give a shit. I’m going to fuckin’ enjoy this. You’re lucky your friends are only a minute or two away because I’m going to have to be quick about this.”

He let go of the zombie and stood up. Waiting until the zombie stood up and had started stumbling towards him again, he dropped to his knee and with his full force, threw his fist into the zombie’s knee, pulverising the entire joint and causing the zombie to collapse to the floor, unable to walk.

While the zombie attempted to stand up, he forcefully kicked it in the head, sending it falling to the floor again. he then stepped over it so that he was stood over it and brought his knife swinging down and bringing it home, driving it into the side of the zombie’s skull, shoving it through his ear. Pulling it out, he stabbed again and again and six more times; smiling as he did.

Calmly standing up, he turned around and picked up the remnants of his golden oats bar and munched through it.

“Still got to finish it and got to have some fun with a mushy. That was fun. See you in hell, fuckface.” He calmly walked towards the Land Rover when he began to hear the snarls, groans and growls of the remaining herd. “Oh, joy of joys. More of the mushy fuckers.”

He swung open the passenger side door and grabbed his L98A2 rifle, resting in the foot well. Bringing it up to his shoulder, he released the magazine to check the weight. ‘Feels like a full mag, time for some fun.’

He pushed the magazine back into the housing, grabbed the cocking handle, pulled it back and then released it, loading a round into the chamber. He reached his left hand over the rifle and karate-chopped the cocking handle to ensure it was fully forward.

Holding the rifle at his chest, he walked around to the other side of the car, opened the driver side door; ready for a quick drive-off. He then stood and held the rifle in his shoulder, aiming down towards the herd that was now on the road. Flicking the safety off, he searched along the herd, choosing his target. Finding a young man, in his twenties, with no arm, he squeezed the trigger and let off a round which found it’s mark, deep inside his skull.

Thump-thwack-thump-thwack-thump-thwack. 3 more rounds found their resting place within three more zombies. Four zombies now laid on the road, dead for real this time.

“Fuckin’ target practice, baby.” He laughed as he fired yet more and more rounds. Zombies began to drop but the remaining ones just kept walking, oblivious to the gunfire. He fired a few more rounds but then heard the disappointing click as the working-parts held to rear, signalling an empty magazine. “Shit, my guessing skills need some work. It was just getting fun.”

Placing the rifle in the foot-well of the passenger chair again, he got in to the car, started the keys in the ignition and slammed the gear-stick forward into gear. Pressing his foot down on the gas-pedal, the car lurched forward. Swinging the wheel around, he u-turned the car and kicked up rocks and assorted debris at the remaining herd.

The car then droned off down the road, the engine the only one to be heard for miles. The man then pulled down the sun-visor, pulled down a picture of a young-woman, a child and himself. Kissing the picture, a tear rolled down his face and dripped on to the picture.

“I miss you, baby. Why did the mushers have to get you? Why? Why did the fuckers get you and Jamie, why the fuck couldn’t they have left you for me? I shoulda’ saved you.”

He replace the picture back into the visor, closed it and pulled a small pen-knife from his pocket. He braked the car for a second, stopping just to carve the seventy-ninth notch into his knife.

The car disappeared, turning a corner and becoming shielded once again by the forest.

An Excerpt

“They’ve breached the gate.” Ray fired off two more rounds. Two more stopped in their tracks. Ray turned around and ran back to the sand-bag bunker; resting in the shadows of the waterworks.

“There’s more coming up from the south; through the trees.” Said James, holding his rifle in his shoulder. Thump-thump-thump, the rounds struck deep into their targets.

“James, I need another mag!” Ray looked towards James, waving an empty magazine at him. James looked over, pulled a magazine from his webbing and threw it over to Ray.

“There you go, you trigger-happy bastard.”

“Shut it you! Not everyone’s a bloody marksman.”

“Not everyone. I am though. So shut it.”

“Will you two stop arguing and focus on shooting the dead? Thanks. It would be helpful.” Carl looked down from the balcony. In his hands the smoking LSW rested. “Let’s get on with it.”

“Wait, how can we kill them if they’re already dead?” Amelia pondered.

“Amelia, I swear, sometimes I wonder if you have a brain at all.” Ray looked at Amelia as she crouched behind a broken brick wall.

“Oh shit, yeah, they’re zombies. It’s not my fault I forgot.”

“True; it’s because you’re blonde, silly cow.” James mumbled as he forced another magazine into the housing. “Carl, take the LSW up to the tower. Give Janet some fire-support.”

“Got’cha.” Carl about-turned on the spot and ran up towards the water-works. Stumbling through the door, he turned around and saw a large group swarming over the bus. ‘Shit, it’s all goin’ to hell here’, he thought to himself. He turned around, still gripping tight to the LSW, and sprinted up the stairs. Taking the steps two at a time, he reached the tower in record time.

“Carl, what you doing here?” Janet pulled her eyes away from the rifle for a moment to look at him. The sweat was pouring and dripping down her brow, mingling with the cam-cream streaked across her face. In her eyes, you can see the exhaustion.

“James asked me to come give you a hand.”

“Ah right, I’m trying to hit the buggers. Would be easier if I had an LSW.”

“Well, look what I happened to have.”

“Oh, bloody hell yes!”

“Now, let’s get some rounds from above on these buggers.” Carl rested the bipod of the LSW on the ledge of the window, poked the long barrel through the frame and gazed down the SUSAT Sight of the rifle. He spotted a small group of zombies crossing the field. ‘You’re mine’. Squeezing the trigger, he fired off several rounds. Smacking home into the skulls of a couple of zombies, the blood spurted from them, dousing the few remain walking.

“Nice shot, Carl.”

“Thanks, it was pretty lucky.”

“Shit, got a few more on the right.”

“Kill them then, you silly twat.”

“Shut up!” Thump-thump-thump, a few more rounds flew from the barrel of Janet’s rifle. A few struck low and thudded into the soft-grass, however a few hit home on the zombies, one being struck in the face and being knocked backwards.

“We need to get downstairs again, Janet. There’s still loads coming through the gate.”

“Let’s go then.” Carl picked up the LSW, folded the bipod back under and then proceeded to bound the stairs, again two at a time. Janet followed suit. They exited the door to see Ray running across the courtyard, firing several rounds at zombies; still pouring in through the gates.

“We need to seal up the gates and push the buggers back. The fences are still sound. We just need to seal up that bus” Ray drops to a knee and beckons James and Damian to come over to him.

“How did they get in the first place?” Asked Damian.

“Broke down the door.”

“The bus acts like a bottle neck though, doesn’t it?” James looked towards the bus.

“Yes, it does.” Damian wondered why James asked the question.

“Well, why don’t we take two LSW’s and move forwa-” James was cut short by Damian suddenly grabbing his knife and throwing it towards a zombie. It stuck, blade first, in the zombie’s head.

“Nice hit. Anyway, where was I?”

“Thanks and something about LSWs.”

“Oh yeah. Right, let’s get two LSWs, right up near the door. Aim them and just keep firing. Then, I’ll climb on to the roof and someone can start passing me shit to block up the door. Once it’s blocked, a few of us get on the roof and start picking off the stragglers. Once that’s done, we take a minibus out and start picking off in the surrounding area. Sound good?”

“Sounds good.” Ray smiled.

“Let’s do it.” Damian stood up.

Oppress To Regress

In our world of wonder,
our varied ecosystem
of beautiful hostility,
echoes of the thunder,
echoes within tandem,
land, air, the sea.

So many animals are there,
yet we rise above them,
oppress them into regression.
We take everything, no care,
inception of it all, shun them,
let them feel the burn of expansion.

Help Her

I know a girl,
admirable is she.
She’s the one for me,
yet she doesn’t know,
how much I can see.
I can see it in her eyes,
the lies,
she conceals.
Not of deceit,
distrust,
or hurt.
Yet for protection,
to prevent others,
gaining her burden,
that she doth carry,
upon her shoulders,
a burden,
sure to see.
So I must stand here,
hope I can aide her,
hope I can support her,
help her.

A Rose’s Thorn

I could write a cliché,
about a bouquet of roses,
what more can I say,
they tickle our noses.

Sure; many a cliché,
yet there’s one that’s true,
a rose has a thorn for the day,
the thorn is I; the rose, you.

So, my dear, when her
red, red petals shine,
in the light’s shimmer,
I’ll rest knowing you’re mine.

For love could be shown in a rose,
with the thorns, problems arise,
but with everything that goes,
I’ll just remember your eyes.

The Violins

The violins, resounding in the air,
resounding, not a single care,
echoing around the night,
caressing your ears not sight.

As the bows draw along the strings,
the notes echo above the bell rings,
snaking through the air’s soft tones,
snaking through the air’s soft drones.

alleviating all my pain, lost today,
gathering it all, throwing it away,
making me feel, not a care in the world,
emotions within me, mixed and swirled.

Winter Fading Away

The white, slowly receding,
yet the sun is deceiving.

My eyes see the end now,
the grass awaiting the plough.

The sun, pushing back it all,
preventing the further fall.

Animals stumbling from hibernation,
to seek upon newfound creation.

Forward, bring such news,
to end the winter blues.

Let them, forward, crawl,
let the children look upon all.

Dulled Into A Numb Sense

Wake up in the morning,
go to school,
learn as you have
learned to learn.
Do as you have
learned to do.
Be what you have
been taught to be.

In my eyes, I see you,
the oppressor,
the one who teaches,
yet impeaches,
upon our freedom.
Children, teenagers,
we learn our own way,
you can’t force us.

They say we are all unique,
yet attempt to mould us,
into something we are not.
They try to teach us,
in the same, illogical,
pre-fabricated, mundane format.
Dulled into a numb sense,
we can’t learn under a false pretense.

This poem voices my opinion on the current British education system. In my brutally honest opinion, it is massively flawed with several short-comings, several contradictions of their own theologies. I am actually going to follow this up with a post on my debate about it. Sorry if it’s ridiculously boring but I want to voice my opinion.

Encapasulates Depression

I hold this knife,
in my hand,
contemplation,
wondering the scores
that traverse my arms,
encapsulate past endeavours,
tales of past hurt,
pain you brought.

My tears flood,
pouring down my face,
running down my arms,
mingling with the blood,
flowing freely,
united in the end,
as I lay here,
I hold this knife.

Betrayal, Hurt, Distrust.

When you knew before,
it hurt all the more.

You knew my pain,
yet you did not refrain.

I told why, how I felt,
you carried on, watched me melt.

Then I saw what you had done,
and I sunk to grab the done.

Now I’ll leave, say goodbye,
yet there’s no tear, to my eye.

Betrayal, hurt, distrust,
you’re a friend but this, you must?

Day One, Morning — Tirdas, 18th of Last Seed

Today, I arrived in Whiterun from Dawnstar. I caught the early morn carriage, wasting away the last of my gold. I have a pittance now; a mere 20 gold. I heard the hunting plains around Whiterun were fantastic for hunting. I should be at home perfectly here for a while. I spent my last 20 gold on a few more arrows and began to head out onto the plains. The sun had barely risen before I had set out to the plains.

I began stalking the land; as my father had taught me. I saw an Elk, in the distance, and primed my bow. I let loose and it struck home. Hurrah, I thought, the kill’s mine. To my dismay, the Elk ran off. As I was chasing it, I happened upon a group of men drinking mead. I did not question such drinking so early in the morning. One man, Reveler, shouted me over and offered me a drink of mead. I graciously accepted his offer. We spoke for a while; he told me tales. I could hardly believe some of them.

It was a joy to meet such men, but back to the task at hand. I need to catch some kills. I needed food. I needed gold. I picked up the trail of the Elk again. I managed to loose off two more arrows. Still; he did not die. The Elk ran off again and I followed suit after him. I chased him until we unwittingly arrived in a Giant’s camp.

How could I be so foolish? Thankfully, no Giants were about. However, three mammoths were. The Elk ran straight towards one and the mammoth trampled it. What luck! I snuck over towards the Elk, avoiding the mammoths. I found a dead Fox too. This was starting to go great. I turned around and saw a Giant walking into his camp. I ran out from there as fast as possible, best not to irritate a Giant.

I managed to kill another Elk and a wolf. I was starting to gain a few pelts, and some meat. The second Elk also had a silver garnet ring. I wonder why? That’ll sell for a few gold when I head back to Whiterun.

I spotted an old fort on my return journey to Whiterun around 10 am. Perhaps some bandits are holed up there? I’ll scout it tonight. For now, I plan to head back into Whiterun; sell my pelts, cook my venison and purchase some more arrows.

Then, this afternoon, I will scout out the fort. If it holds bandits, I will hunt them, tonight. And thus, the vengeance begins.

Restrictification And Goalie Things

As I said; here are the restrictions I will be imposing on my gameplay. If you wish, you need not concern yourself with the actual gameplay side of Thaernd’s vengeance; you can enjoy the project just by reading the diary entries. They will tell a story in and amongst themselves.

The Restrictions

  • Thaernd, due to his proficiency as a hunter; can only use Bows and Daggers as weaponry.
  • A hunter needs to be swift. Thaernd can only wear fur or leather armour.
  • A hunter needs to eat. Thaernd must eat twice a day.
  • The Green Pact still stands; do not harm vegetation. Thaernd can only eat meat produce.
  • While a wily hunter; Thaernd cannot enter dungeons or fight high-level monsters such as Dragons or Giants.
  • Thaernd has been driven upon hard times. Sometimes morality can be a grey line. However; Thaernd will never steal from a fellow elf, a woman or a child. Men, Orcs, Argonians and Khajiit are considered collateral damage.
  • Elves need sleep. Thaernd is an elf. Thaernd needs sleep. Every night, Thaernd must sleep 6 hours every night. However, Thaernd can skip a night’s sleep however the next night he must sleep 10 hours.
  • Thaernd does not trust Magicka. He cannot use any spells; nor can he enchant or create potions.

The Goals

  • Thaernd wants to be a man of high standing. He must own Proudspire Manor and all the furnishings in Solitude.
  • Thaernd wants to collect a vast collection of armour, jewellery and fine clothing.
  • Thaernd wants to hunt bandits. Kill any and all bandits he can find.

Thaernd’s Vengance

My name is Thaernd Elberond. I am a Bosmer; born in the great forests of Valenwood. A hunter; trained in the art of stalking my prey by my father, a world-weary man. A husband; a wife, children, awaiting me at home. My home. A proud home. One I worked through difficulty, strife and incredulous times to provide my family. An abode of safety, incandescent love for my children.

I’d hunt the prey; bringing food for my family. Working an honest living, enjoying fantismle life, her pleasures brought unto me. Yet why hath Y’ffre turned on me? He was always so kind; as were all the Nine Divines.
I have always observed the Green Pact; honoured our people’s ways. Yet bandits struck.

They struck swiftly. They struck painfully. They struck me. My family. They struck Tarhie; my beautiful lover. They struck Eindre, Radret and Cunoth; my beautiful children. They drove me from my home.

So here, I hath arrived. Skryim; awaiting. Skyrim; beckoning. They fled here after their destruction. I know not why they hurt us. I care not. I care only for vengence. I will make my name in Skyrim. I will hunt. Both animal and bandits. They will suffer at the tip of my arrows. The blade of my dagger.

I will live, grandiose, in Solitude. I will own Proudspire. I will hunt every bandit I can find. I will avenge my family for I am Thaernd Elberond. I am vengance.

Ohai! Welcome to Thaernd’s Vengance. A new project I’m starting. The project is to play The Elder Scrolls V: Skyrim; but not as you normally would.

Rather, I will be roleplaying Thaernd and his plans. As such; I’m imposing restrictions on the gameplay. You may not understand what I’m playing but hopefully the diary entries I’m writing from Thaernd’s perspective at the end of each day will entertain you.

I will be posting the restrictions later and starting tomorrow!

 

P.S — Sorry for the lack of posts and poetry! Been mega-swamped.

Awaiting Me

The water trickles,
cascades,
pouring from the tap,
filling my coffin,
awaiting me.
The porcelain sides,
ache and groan,
shudder in the weight,
of the load.
Water swirls around,
rising, rising,
awaiting me.
Drop away,
the cloak,
shrouding me,
enter the coffin,
awaiting me.
Lay down,
awaiting,
descend beneath,
the murky water,
awaiting me.
Slip away,
dissipating
in to the depravity,
awaiting me.

 

Mechanations

The machine,
watching over us,
subtlety,
controlling us,
yet we believe illusions
of freedom,
freewill.
The gears turn,
driving ever forward,
until the machine,
her engine,
becomes so loud,
so audacious,
that we cannot ignore.
Yet unless we are free,
the machine will not work,
it will not work without us,
yet not for us,
not our beliefs,
not our needs.

Guilty By Association

In amongst
the jungle
of concrete,
the ferocious rat-race,
rests a veritable
cornucopia of green,
a garden of solitude,
of rest and introspection.

To allow me to,
perceive my weaknesses,
bountiful within in me,
there for you to see.
Truth is,
I’m guilty by association,
associated with the vehement
and betrayal of this world.

Set In Stone

There is a man,
immortalised in stone,
he goes by the name,
William.

He’s done a fantastic
thing, abolishing the
inhuman trade,
slavery.

William Willberforce,
man of the hour,
set in stone,
forever.

So when I see his
statue, erected in honour,
I can’t help but feel
insignificant.

My abilities pale
in comparison to
all of his achievements,
successes.

So I will strive,
to reach the highest
echelons of my ability,
achieving.

Only me

Bad,
very bad.
Never good.
Always bad.
The voices scream to me.
Yelling in my ears.
‘YOU’RE BAD’,
‘You’re worthless’,
‘No-one wants you’.

Why do these voices scream,
sharing their vocalities,
to me,
and none others?
Only me,
alone.
Screaming into me,
scorching me,
searching me,
killing me.

Insanity’s Advocate

I am waiting in the shadow,
waiting for the sun to arrive,
it’ll ne’er arrive, I know,
this darkness, it keeps me alive.

I am insanity’s heartless,
insanity’s advocate,
creeping in the darkness,
seeding the distrust and hate.

It is important for you,
to attend the funeral of peace,
to see what your powers do,
breaking civilisation piece by piece.

I Can’t Sleep

A very wise man indeed!

I am tired,
my eyes hanging heavy.
The day has drawn to a close,
an for my bed, I’m ready.
Yet my mind is pondering,
the wonders of life,
the thoughts,
perceptions,
of a wisened man.
So why cannot sleep
come forth to me?
Why doth my mind strive,
to ensure,
I doth not sleep.

We Can Live Like Kings

Take this noose,
don’t let it hang loose,
let it hang from the rafter,
you can say your prayers after.

Take this gun,
put it to my head, done,
pull the trigger and
let me leave this land.

Coward’s way out,
they say, they shout,
yet it takes more than
a coward, it takes a man.

Because when life hits
rock bottom, seems like it’s
the only way out for you,
then here’s what you do.

It may not be easy to end
but it’s harder to stay and rend,
all of the things,
so we can live like kings.

Grasping

Why can’t I walk away?
Why can’t I leave today?
Why is it I need to stay?
What is it I need to say?

Why must you insist,
that all this pain
must exist,
so let it pour, the rain.

Why must I sincerely look,
speak my life, a book,
steal the truth, you crook,
grasping them in your hook.

Absence Of Heart

Somebody’s stolen my heart,
yet who is this person,
the One,
who has stolen away,
today,
the life-force of me.
A cloud within me,
shrouding what I can’t see,
so I must listen,
to the pounding,
of the absence of my heart.


This poem was actually inspired by a great little piece I discovered today on a newly-started blog called Birdinwind. The poem was called Clouds In My Mind and it was great! So great, it inspired me. I love that. When a poem is so great, it inspires me. Go check it out! You won’t regret it.

Walking slowly in the dark
Seek to die this Foggy night
Bats in the sky
Clouds in my mind
Sleeping Shadows in the night
Drowning in the streets of fright
Is Somebody’s there?
Take me away from here

http://birdinwind.wordpress.com/2012/06/25/24/

 

Love’s Lost Flame

The Stars
in the Sky,
shining bright,
showing the Way,
to Her.

To Her,
frozen over,
to Beyond,
ne’er and forever,
We travel.

The Sky,
turning around,
inversion,
extroversion,
it’s Him.

Him and Her,
We, Them, Us.
We are We,
And Us,
And You.

United as One,
Seperation,
Now Two,
Yet, still longing
for You.

The Concordiant,
now the End,
too near,
yet so far,
taking so long.

A World Unites

The world unites,
every four years,
to celebrate,
to rejoice,
to compete.
Thousands of men,
women too,
travel to race,
jump, throw or shoot.
It is the Olympiads,
Olympics,
the epitome of unity,
of countries,
separated by religion,
or greed,
or power,
yet united in sports,
in athleticism.

So, in this year,
twenty-twelve,
all eyes on London,
on England,
Britannia will stand proud,
and the Torch will burn,
forever more.

Something Rather Queer

Something rather queer occurred yesterday [ I use queer in the context of weird not in the way to insult homosexuality, like so many teenage lads do these days].

Anyway, the queer thing. Let’s set the scene; the sun is beaming, shining down. The temperature is ravishingly hot, very un-England. I had just left an interview and was strolling down Hessle Road, looking at shops, on my way to the bus stop to head home. ‘Twas all fine and dandy.

I then arrived at the bus stop. It’s at this point I must point out that I had my hood up and had my music playing. Loud. There is no other way to listen to Escape The Fate; except loud. Now, anyway, enough digressing. I walked into the bus stop and sat down on the bench, next to this woman, who looked to be in her Forties.

A fantastic band, I love them. A lot. Certainly not to most people’s taste, however.

The instance I sat down, she instantly jumped up, looked at me with an expression that can only be described as a mix between absolute disgust and horrific terror. She mumbled something, most likely insulting [I couldn’t hear her, that darn Escape The Fate], and walked off.

What was this? I wasn’t going to stab her. I’m not a violent teen. I didn’t swear at her, or anyone, I merely had my hood up.  What was reasoning for the hood, you might ask?

Well. I had just had the interview. I was mentally exhausted and just wanted to shut the world out for a moment and recuperate. So I pulled my hood up, leaving my view enough to ensure I did not walk into the road and proceed to be ran over by Fred Flinstone or walk into a vertically challenged person [Political Correctness, the scourge of, well, everything].

 

Roads. They are dangerous

Now I will admit, I do look rather like Ezio Auditore Da Firenze when I wear that particular hoody. Terrifying, non?

This is an actual picture of me. I swear. HOW DARE YOU NOT BELIEVE ME

I mean, I am a legendary assassin anyway, without a shred of doubt. Well, I think I do. I probably end up looking for like a timid koala. They’re great, aren’t they? Bottom line is, I wasn’t about to stab her. I was just minding my own business.

What is with the prejudice, the stereotyping. Not every teen is going to stab you! I swear. Some just want a damn cookie. A simple cookie. Is that so hard?

Basically, people, I’m asking you to just take a step back and not be so stereotypical. I mean, not every teen is this….

Just your average view in England

What We Are

Crawling in the mud,
brothers in arms,
sisters too.
Cadets, friends, warriors,
the Royal engineers,
everywhere where right
and glory lead,
that’s where we will be.
In before the infantry,
that’s where we will be.
If you don’t know
what it means to be a cadet,
an engineer,
royal in your right,
then read on and here.
We are adaptability,
the mere detachment,
the David amongst the Goliaths.
Cohabitation,
Celebration,
a single unit,
United as One.
Yet divided,
rivalry
everywhere you see.
It shall stop,
Interperet,
Adapt,
Overcome.
And march
unto the setting sun.

When You’re Foolish Enough

When you lie to my friends,
you lie to me.

When you hurt my friends,
you hurt me.

So when I hunt you down,
you will hurt.

So when I ensure your death,
it will hurt.

So when you’re foolish enough,
remember.

I will hunt.
I will destroy.
I will kill.
I will decimate;
those,
who hurt my friends,
and those,
who hate.

Insanity Of A Twisted Mind

We embrace insanity.

Put the gun to your face,
blow it away,
from this wretched place,
encapsulate your day.

Scream as you pull the trigger,
don’t let your cries be heard,
let them be bigger,
don’t follow the herd.

If you see my eyes,
you shall see defiance,
you shall see lies,
you shall see reliance.

For when the light
crashes around you,
comes closer, don’t fight,
you’ll never be, can or do.

Fight, search for your life,
insanity within my twisted mind,
devouring my tortured strife,
every emotion it shall remind.

Stripped of all that’s me,
of all that I am,
of all that I see,
water, cascading, a dam.

One Hundred And One

Stats for the blog

Wow, here we are. Post one-hundred-and-one! I never expected to arrive here, the beautiful pallindromic number. I was going to celebrate post one-hundred but I thought ‘why not celebrate 101?’. It is such a fantastic number after all. A palindrome, backwards and forwards, it goes! Vault 101, the starting point in one of my all time favourite video games; Fallout 3. Plus it’s a fun number to say. One-hundred-and-one, one-oh-one. Endless possibilities! Anyway, enough with the pointless ranting over a number.

When I started this blog, I told myself I would not give up, I would not falter and I would not scrap it after a week or two. Yet, deep down, I had a feeling. A feeling that I was going to falter. Because (A), writing a poem every day or nearly every day is hard. Very hard. I expected it to be too taxing on my brain. And (B), I expected other-life commitments to get in the way.

Yet, I passed the one-week mark. The two-week mark. A month. 50 posts. 500 views. 30 followers. The stats were building up. People were taking an interest in my poetry, in my words. People actually came daily to my blog, to see what words I had written that day. It was a fantastic feeling. And then… I blew the blog up. With a potato. No, really, I kept going. I was in ecstasy. The community liked my blog, so I kept going.

And then I arrived here, post one-oh-one. It’s a great feeling to write this post, it truly is. I know why I consider this such a success. It’s the community. That’s what helped keep me going. When I saw people liking my posts, when the views started to stack up, when I was gaining followers. That’s what allowed me to keep cranking out poetry and posts for the readers. So thank you! Without you, this blog wouldn’t be here. Give yourself a round of applause.

So, the blog goes forth! I plan on buying my domain; aleatorypoetry.com! And with the 101st post comes a name change. A name that better reflects the persona of the blog; how much it is dependent on chance.

To mark the 101st post, I will do three things:

 — Change the blog’s name to Aleatory Poetry.
 — Write a poem to commemorate the day,
 — Create a picture full of stats.
The picture will come later! Look in the side bar for it!

Poem: One Hundred And One

One Hundred And One,
the forgotten number,
following One Hundred,
no-one cares for her,
no-one to celebrate,
or to commemorate.
Yet here I am,
at her,
and she shall have,
her joyous day,
her fifteen minutes,
in the light,
under scrutiny.
A palindrome,
a beauty,
same backwards,
as she is forwards,
so why not fantasy?
Why not me? She cries.

Thank you for reading!

 – Dominick.

Exodus

The Exodus is here,
I could part the sea like Moses,
or smell the red, red roses,
for the end is near.

The end is nigh,
so let’s make life what it is,
a joy, a frolic, a last kiss,
no tear to my eye.

My death, soon arrives,
I will greet it, in an open arm,
my heart, pounding, soon calm,
at the end of our lives.

My breath slips away,
as the sun lays down,
sets upon the bustling town,
this final, eclectic day.

New Name! Aleatory Poetry

So, you may have noticed, the blog has a new name! Aleatory Poetry. I felt with nearly reaching the 100 post milestone, the blog needed a refresh. Besides, I feel A Poem For The Day just wasn’t unique enough and didn’t reflect the blog and my personality. Plus, aleatory is an interesting word!

Aleatory means “dependent on chance,” and thereby describes a great deal of reality. – A Dictionary Of Interesting Words

I also plan on buying the domain aleatorypoetry.com soon! What do you think of the new name? Is it good? Should I keep it?

The Unspoken Art

Poetry

It sets a man’s heart,
let’s him speak his mind
through the unspoken art,
through the pages that bind.

It let’s a man rally
a cause, a song, a tale
for any Roger, Jim or Sally,
through any gender, male or female.

It does not discriminate,
seed anger, or distrust, or pain.
Those can use it to spread hate,
or other such things in the rain.

Those who use poetry
to hurt others, to cause pain,
they’re not human, like you or me.
They’re empty and simply vain.

If You Scratch My Back, I’ll Scratch Yours

If you scratch my back,
I’ll scratch yours.
If you stab my back,
I’ll hunt yours.
You see,
I don’t take it,
laying down,
accepting your
reverant lies,
or all your,
insults, the truth,
would out,
what you are about,
what you always say,
today,
tomorrow,
yesterday.

My Love, Behind

A bridge,
her water flowing beneath,
upon a ridge,
her water flowing free.

Just like us,
our love flowing free,
nothing to ‘cuss,
because it’s never here.

You left me far behind,
I can remember that,
but I do not mind,
for I shall move on.

So when you cry,
I will say goodbye.

So when you cry,
my heart shall not die.

I Did Something

I have a story to tell.
It’s one you shan’t know well.

For I did something,
rather naughty.

My mother would not agree,
nor my father approve of me.

I killed a man,
stabbed him with a knife.

I watched his blood flow,
down his chest, his life to go.

I watched his blood flow,
upon the carpet and floor.

I watched as he drained away,
not living to see another day.

For I did something,
rather naughty.

It’s the community that …

It’s the community that makes this blog worth it. The people following, the people liking and the people reading. After nearly two months, nearly 100 posts, nearly 700 views and over 40 followers; this blog is certainly going strong. And the reason why? You. The community. My followers. My readers. The people who support me. And you’re a credit to yourselves! Many thanks are to be given to you all. I really appreciate the compliments, the support, the likes. Everything!

Thirteen Years

Thirteen years,
thirteen long years,
I have known you,
little sister.
We have argued,
bickered and fought,
but life’s values,
you have been taught.
So while we argue,
I sure love,
you, my sister,
my little,
simple,
beautiful sister.
Have a fantastic day,
one sure to be fun,
and I must say,
this poem is done!

Resistance Is Futile

A rather random picture, but it made me chuckle nonetheless.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Resistance is futile,
a simple phrase,
conjures thoughts of way
and all her destructive ways.

Yet, of war, I do not think,
I do not even consider,
rather, I gaze upon,
something much bigger.

Something that encroaches,
upon all our lives,
snatches our children,
brothers, sisters and wives.

Yes, it is rather futile,
to resist such a force,
you cannot run away
nor gallop on a horse.

You see, it follows
everywhere, everything,
everyone, every day,
seeing what it shall bring.

What is this event,
I am discussing,
is it something grand
or something you are missing?

Nay, it’s not that,
it’s simple, you see,
it’s age, growing old,
that is futile for you and me.

Infantile Regression

This picture inspired Infantile Regression. Sadly, I feel this is all to true.

I found this cartoon while getting a link for the above image and it struck me how this is a very real possibility. We say we are free, that democracy is right. Yet we blindly follow the government, our Shepard.

Adulthood,
a time of greed,
a time of honour,
a time to work,
follow the system
do as you’re told.
They say we’re born free,
that when we mature,
we become even more
our own person.
So yet, we work,
so yet, we play,
saying we live,
unto the day.
But when you really
think about,
all the things,
that occur,
we aren’t free,
nor are we adults.
Because when we mature,
we regress back into our
infantile selves,
following our masters,
guiding our hands,
guiding our lands,
dictating what we do.

Cold Interpretation

In the end of the day, even though we cry and suffer pain; it shows empathy and compassion. If we didn’t show compassion, we would not be human.

I know the pieces fit!
Our world interlocking,
interpreting,
all our emotions,
that rival our thoughts,
encapsulate our decisions,
take us into the lies,
brought down from the skies,
pouring from our eyes.

So why, do we insist,
to believe them,
when the world,
is falling away?
So why, do we insist,
to allow our lives,
to be crushed,
to be dominated.
I could say,
that we end today,
that we take away,
all the pain and emotion.

But to take away pain,
is to take away our life.

Whore

And you’re a whore,
I have this to thank for.

So goodbye, today,
I’ll leave, far away.

Because, in the end of it,
your face, I’d love to hit.

Because, you betrayed me,
your lies are all I see.

As they surround me,
as they surround what’s to be.

So goodbye, my dear,
the end of your life, near.

The Waves Roll In

I find there is nothing more serene and calming than a walk down the beach, listening to the sound of the waves, rolling in.

The waves roll in,
crash upon the shore,
the sun beaming down,
enjoyment, I’m sure.
Children screaming,
running to and fro,
yet I do not hear them,
I do not know.
My heart,
my mind,
draws in to one,
one goal, one sight.
You.
My love, my dear,
my heart draws near,
as our feet step,
further down the sand,
towards the waves,
that roll in and out.

Hearts beating,
colliding as one,
colliding, creating,
a lullaby of emotion.

Hearts Entwined

As we lay upon the hill,
our hearts entwined,
pounding, as they will,
I hope you do not mind.

The stars, shining bright,
echoing through the night,
surrounding us in their glow,
my love, all I know.

And as the night grows longer,
and the darkness sets in,
my love, it grows stronger,
rising above the echo’s din.

So we shall lay, all the while,
and I shall say, ‘you make me smile’,
and as the darkness begins to shrink,
my heart soon begins to sink.

In My Fist

I used to be in love,
but then I cam to realise,
she was a liar,
spinning a web of lies.
Telling me stories
of how she sees,
the love in me,
of all we are to be.
So she lied,
and then I died,
my heart, inside,
breaking,
aching.
So after all this bullshit
you put me through,
here’s what I’m gonna do,
take my revenge
to the era of stonehenge,
as I crush your skull
in my fist.

To Rhyme Or Not To Rhyme?

To Rhyme Or Not To Rhyme?

Poetry, an art deeply infused with culture, with emotion, with passion. One that has endured the ages and some poems have truly stood the test of time. Yet for a long time running, there have always been talks; between poets, idle people, anyone and everyone who reads or writes poetry.

Talks about what it means to be a poem. With dozens, if not hundreds, of rhyme schemes, from the Shakespearean sonnet and the 14 lines written in Iambic Pentameter to the rhyming couplets, and opinions; such as, what is a poem? Does it have to rhyme? Does it need rhythm?

Today I plan on tackling these questions:

– What is a poem?
– Does it have to rhyme?

Both strong questions; all unanswered questions. Using poems from my own repertoire, poems I have personally poured my soul into, as reference, I hope to voice my opinions in a sufficient way to enlighten you. Or hell, just to interest you!

Unto the breach! And the first question! What is a poem? There are no rules for a poem, no guidelines to dictate what makes the grade and what does not. So what do I feel is need in a poem?

Personally, I feel poems require one thing, the most important thing; emotion and passion. Okay, that’s two things. Yes, I cheated. Problem? However, both are equally important and are both needed so let’s pretend they are the same thing, okay? Good. So, yes, emotion. Why is it so important? I feel it is so important because without emotion, anyone could regurgitate a bunch of words on to a page, collate them into sentences or lines and boom, done. No, that’s not enough.

The words need emotion behind them, they need passion, they need to flow with power so the reader feels what the writer feels, sees what the writer sees, embraces the writer’s emotions. So yes, you could write a poem without emotion. However, is it really worth it? Without emotion, the poem is merely words upon the page. Emotion brings the words to life. Is the word emotion starting to sound weird to you yet? Emotion.

Question number two; does it have to rhyme? Well, yes and no. Personally, I prefer to write in a set rhyme scheme, although the rhyme scheme can vary from poem to poem. Some personal favourites are: ABAB ABAB, ABAB ABBA, ABBA ABBA, AABA AABA, ABCA ABCA. However, there are times I feel that the poem requires a less solid rhyme scheme, one far more fluid. When times like that occur, I just write the poem, let it flow, and let the rhyme take it’s course.

Yet, even still, there are times were the poem works even better with no intentional rhyming what-so-ever. Times like these are often far more solemn, more dark and malevolent.

Compare these two poems; Don’t and Running.

Don’t

Don’t you remember,
the time we all ran,
ran in to the water?
Not a care in the world.
Lives seemed free, not a thing
could stop our hearts beating,
pounding away, in our chests,
could stop our eyes shining,
glistening to the sky,
listening to our love.

Running

Running through the skies,
running through my mind,
shining in my eyes,
this, I do not mind.

Every day, your touch,
I miss, I long,
is it bad to feel as such,
is it really so wrong?

Can I take one day,
take you into the sea,
take you far away,
places to be, to see.

Both equal poems; both equal in their merit. Right? Yet one has a rhyme scheme, one doesn’t. Yet both have emotion. So to tie in to my previous question. Poems don’t have to rhyme. They just need emotion!

Friends

Friends; without them, I am not complete!

Friends; they are eternal,
pain; that is too,
love; not internal,
they’ll be there for you.

Friends; they make you smile,
in the summer sun,
laughing all the while,
their job is never done.

Friends; there to support,
to love and to cherish,
to hold in rapport,
to taste the poison dish.

Friends; they can cry,
but you’ll hold them near,
they may leave or die,
but you’ll hold them dear.

Friends; you have the fakes,
the ones who your back,
they stab, the mistakes,
love, they always lack.

Friends; they surround
me and always will be,
until I’m dead in the ground,
even then; we’ll see.

The Cake Is A Lie

Now you’re thinking with portals. Portal; the inspiration to this poem and a fantastic game.

The cake is a lie,
the words on the wall scream
as they catch my eye,
but what do they mean?

Lie, what is such a word
upon that white wall?
Is someone crying to be heard
just through this all?

Perhaps I should just run
as far as I possibly can,
clutching my precious gun,
avoiding some evil thing.

Leap over walls, obstacles,
in a path that I must seek upon,
to look through these spectacles,
and end all the crying powers.

To Me, I Relapse

Oh me, oh my, suffer in to
all the heat, cold, light.
We should be walking, to,
pounce upon shining plight.

Oh me, oh my, crush me
into all that can be.
Take my hand, dear you and I,
look up to that blackened sky.

Swiftly swoop upwards, never leave
me now, even as I fall,
my final rasping breath, I heave,
and the end of this all.

To my knee, I collapse,
unto the pain I shall relapse.
My heart viciously aches,
my heart vicariously breaks.

So Let’s Rewind

So let’s rewind,
with all due respect,
if you do not mind,
this statue, I’ll erect.

A statue, a symbol,
against your greed,
against your creed,
against us all.

So if I must
speak to you,
I shall not trust,
I will not obey or do.

So let’s rewind,
I can say goodbye
without a tear in my eye,
I’ll hope you do not mind.

Bleeding Corpse

Hey, my friends, let’s talk
about how we are,
how we will be;
what we will see,
you and me.
After all, we are friends,
forever more,
and trust you, I shall,
and love you, I shall,
until you stab my back.

When that happens,
I’ll hunt you down,
and rip your face,
rip your spine,
from your bleeding corpse.

One Month Old!

So, this blog is now just over a month old; well, four weeks. It’s been a while already now, I’m amazed I even lasted this long! I honestly expected to fall short after a week or two but I didn’t! next thing I know, it’s been a month.

One thing that helps so much is the fantastic community. I now have 25 followers which I’m amazed by. 25 people who liked my poetry enough to follow me! Thanks; much appreciated people! I’ve posted around 50-55 poems in this past month. That’s insane [I think]. I’ve had nearly 500 views too! I never expected that many!

One month down. Let’s see how much longer I last. Hopefully I’ll be writing my 100th post or posting my 100th poem soon!

Many thanks,

Dominick.

Scorched Earth

And this is what the world is coming to. Capitalisation over emotion.

Men, they scorch the earth,
take what isn’t theirs,
money is all their worth,
taking lives; without cares.

And us, they decimate,
all of our homes, lands,
spreading lies, no love, just hate,
tying back; our callused hands.

So as time now ends,
it saddens me, pulls down, an anchor,
these men are not our friends,
sadly, they are just a low-life banker. 

Don’t

Don’t you remember,
the time we all ran,
ran in to the water?
Not a care in the world,
lives seemed free, not a thing
could stop our hearts beating,
pounding away, in our chests,
could stop our eyes shining,
glistening to the sky,
listening to our love. 

I Tire

Here upon this page,
sit the words that will
sit, rest, for an age,
voice, quite so shrill.

Yet in the end,
words are they,
words to rend,
words to say.

If I could utter,
these words to you,
would I stutter,
what would I do?

If I could write,
poems or a song,
would it be right?
Or would it be wrong?

I could speak tales
of children dying
or of whales,
people lying.

Yet slowly, my mind now,
begins to flow,
begins to think how,
how life could slow.

Is it that we are
purely here for no
purpose or to go far,
what do we know?

Life is really rather
cruel, boiling us down
amongst her lava,
crumbling our town.

I could say that we
are for some higher
purpose, to be,
but I’d be a liar.

I could say that we
are just pieces to play
within a game, you see,
what can I say?

Why is it I’d hunt for you
when I know that I’d
not receive the same, it’s true,
even if I died.

Why, my dear,
must you lie,
so I must tear,
from my eye.

I cannot understand,
all your lies,
that encroach my hand,
even as my mind tries.

All I can do is rhyme,
until you speak,
rhyme until time,
time for the meek.

Meek shall rise,
from the ash,
wipe our eyes,
we shall be so brash!

So in the end,
when you are down,
just think and send
your thoughts to town!

I’ll be the happy one,
the one with a smile
and you’ll be gone,
all the while.

So, I laugh to you,
laugh at us,
laugh at what we do,
laugh and then cuss.

And I have my friends
for now,
for when time ends,
and you; you have nay a cow.

So yes, you girl,
you left my head,
in a whirl,
but now I lay, my bed.

I’ve written every word,
not for you,
but to be heard,
for all things I can do.

Hundreds of words,
upon this page,
following; not the herds,
but the lonely mage.

I tire now,
of writing so much,
so many but how,
could I stop at such?

I set myself a goal,
to prove to you,
I can be a whole,
let life ensue.

What can I say?
What can I be?
At the end of the day,
who are we?

Are we pawns,
sitting upon the hill,
sitting upon the lawns,
following a being’s will?

Insanity

Children crying,
children dying,
children lying,
children trying,
just to live,
just to experience,
some happiness,
not loneliness.
They cannot tear,
for the water,
they lack here.So why do these children,
always suffer and die?

Why do these children,
with no mother, cry?

Why do we stand by,
not a single care,
as children try,
to stay there.

A Spark

Injustice

The worrying fact that this is far too near to the truth,

Now, a poem, I can write you,
a spiel about all the pain I see,
about all the things I could do,
about all the things around me.

Now, a film, I could create,
to display all the disaster,
all the injustice, all the hate,
brought upon by our master.

Someone once asked me a question,
if there was a God, why is there pain?
Why are these people discarded, done,
when all they beg for is a drop of rain.

My reply was simple and swift,
I don’t know why, why there is pain,
and if I could ask it , I would lift
the heavens and the sky to ask it again.

So in writing this poem, these
flow of words upon the withered page,
I haven’t changed the world, across the seas,
in fact, I’m a simpleton in a digital age.

But yet I hope, nonetheless,
that perhaps I could cause a spark,
a spark in person’s mind, one to caress,
one to engorge, one to make their mark.

I appear to have a theme running with today’s poems… I also appear to have taken to posting pictures that link to the poem. I quite like it, I may do it more often! Yay?

It’s come to my realisation that poems I personally thought were horrendous and not fit for posting but posted anyway are actually some of people’s favourites. Some received likes in the region of 9-10 or higher! Now this astounds me and I have no idea as to why this is the case. This is where you guys, my readers come in. It would be a great help if, when you like a poem, you comment telling me what you liked about it. Many thanks, Dominick.

Children

Hungry African Children

The injustice and poverty in the world is immense. The worst is when people assume child hunger is limited to third world countries.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Tell me how
life is fair,
when children
die under the sun?

Tell me how
life is fair,
when children walk;
armed with a gun?

How is that
we all smile,
yet children,
suffer all the while?

How is it that
people can worry,
about the latest sale
when children hunger?

Across Every Creation

Global

Globalisation, infecting the world, powering greed and injustice.

 

Globalisation,
privatisation,
across every nation,
across every creation.

Infects every relation,
in every single ocean.
Black light from the sun,
come on people, what have we done?

Let’s all now express
the pain, we shall regress
from all our power, progress,
come on now, say yes!

Let’s all end this mess,
this thought, I must impress.
Take hands now, far and hear.
for this world, for all us here. 

Plant The Seeds

Why?
Why do feel people feel the need
to kill, steal, argue
to further their greed,
power; in all they do?
Why do people starve in
a far away country,
struggle for food, just a tin?
The injustice, can’t you see?
No, no, no!
We can’t stop or go!
It can’t take one man,
or even a thousand who can
save the world. It needs
millions to plant the seeds. 

An Untitled Horror Story

So I randomly started to write a story, a horror one at that. This is rare as I prefer poetry and I’m not very good at writing stories. However, my muse flowed with this and I just ran with it. Obviously, it’s never going to reach completion as my attention span is long enough for that; however, here’s the first page and half I’ve written.

Enjoy!

An Untitled Horror Story

As I began to regain consciousness, my senses slowly grew stronger. The first to hit me was smell and with that; the putrid stench of congealed blood and rotting flesh, intermingled with what appeared to be the pungent stench of cheap whiskey.

At first, the darkness encroached upon me, enveloping me in her dark shroud. I could not see anything. With time, my eyes begin to adapt. I could make out the restraints upon my wrists and assumed that the same restraints were preventing my legs from moving either. I appeared to be sat in some sort of metal chair. To the right of me, against a wall, I could see an ageing wooden table, laden with tools of some sort. As my eyes continued to survey the room, I noticed a body slumped on the floor in the corner of the room, opposite the table.

“Hey, you, can you hear me?” I said, trying to avoid being too loud. I didn’t receive a reply. “Hey, don’t ignore me. Answer me. Move. Come help me. Please.” How could they not help me? How could someone be so ignorant as to lay there and not help a fellow person out? And that’s when it struck me. How could I have been so stupid? I looked at the body again and this time, I noticed. I noticed the way the body looked strewn in the corner. The blood, stale and congealed, pooled around the stomach. The gaunt eyes, misted over. Where the hell am I? What is this place? What does anyone want with me? What sick, twisted person could do this?

As if I had spoken out loud, the wooden door in the corner creaked open, shuddering as it goes. Through the door came a man, who looked to be in his 40’s and rather over-weight. A white shirt, stained with what I could only guess was blood, peeped out under an apron. His face, looked grotesque, with a scar running down from his left eye towards his mouth and a small, unkempt beard.

“Oh, you’re finally awake, are you?” He smiled, revealing several gaps in his nicotine-stained teeth and rolled up his sleeves.

“No, I’m still unconscious, you dim-witted moron.” I replied, only realising the possibilities of repercussions after I had said that.

“Wow! Finally, a feisty one! They’re the most fun to play with and always scream the loudest!” He chuckled and walked over to the wooden table and gazed at the instruments upon it. “Now, what should I do with you first? Perhaps a slice at your kneecaps? Maybe an electric shock? Or let’s brand you? Decisions, decisions, decisions.” He finally decided on a long, slender blade.

Just what was he going to do?

The Vampire’s Bat

What would you say
if you saw that,
in the morn or night or day,
the vampire’s vicious bat.

Would you scream or yell?
Would you shake or cry?
I think you would, well,
grab a bat and not ask why.

Smack, smack, smack on the wall,
kill them, kill them all.
Don’t let them smell fear,
let them know; thy end is near!

She Smiled

It was the early morn,
when the child began to cry,
began to mourn,
asking why.
Asking why her mother,
no longer was she there,
only her elder brother,
only him to care.
For her father,
no where was
he to be seen,
although not a loss.
The child cried,
her mother dead,
her brother lied,
saying it’d be ok, it’s her head.

So the morn turned night,
night turned day,
dark into light,
carry on as she may.
And then she grew older,
older and thus wise,
the fires smoulder,
decreasing in size.
Go to work they say,
work all your time,
work all your day,
just don’t take the crime.
Then she fell down,
into the abyss,
into the bad town,
with that first kiss,
with that first hit,
with that first death.

Spiralling downwards,
she goes,
Yet until afterwards,
she ne’er knows.
The man, he lies,
just to make her smile.
The girl, she cries,
all the while.
So when he killed,
she would not know,
as that he willed,
she wondered although;
although he lied,
although he told,
although he hid.

So she accepted,
he carried on,
until she intercepted,
the message from Don.
‘Kill her’, it said,
‘End her now’.
She was wanted dead,
but why? What? How?

She grabbed her bag,
ran for the door,
shaking like a rag,
she could take no more.
She turned around,
took a sigh,
pounded the ground,
and with a gun, a cry.
She text her lover,
asking to meet,
a coffee, said her,
perhaps a bite to eat.
He said yes,
meet at two,
at Auntie Bess,
a chat, we’ll do.

She sat waiting,
he shall soon arrive,
she started thinking,
him or her; to survive.
He soon came and sat down,
she smiled,
he spoke about the town,
she smiled.

Her hand slid in,
pulled the gun,
‘you’ll never win’,
‘this is done’.
A look of horror
drew across his face,
why her?
Why this place?

His life slid away.
This final end of a day.

Death

If death calls me,
into her embracing touch,
will I finally see,
life is as such.

Will I compare,
all my pain, all my life,
will I surely dare,
to end this and this strife.

If I must now leave,
will my final breath, I heave?
If I muse now say goodbye,
will I tear, will I cry?

If

If I love you,
if you love me,
what will I do?
What will I see?

Into our house,
into all we share,
roaring, a tiger, not a mouse,
this day, not a single care.

Yet my lovely dear,
even though love’s upon,
you’re not longer here,
you’re no longer the one.

No Posts This Weekend

Just a warning; there will be no posts from around 6pm GMT Friday until 8pm GMT Sunday as I am away on my Duke Of Edinburgh’s Award Bronze expedition. No internets out in the great outdoors! I’ll be taking a notepad so expect poems to be written, nonetheless; most likely inspired from the likely rain and poor weather.!

— Dominick.

Don’t You Want To Be A Llama?

Don’t you want to be a llama?
They never have to suffer any drama,
or perhaps a gargantuan whale,
not having to worry about the latest sale.

You could be a little mouse;
anywhere to be your little house.
Or be a soaring bird,
free to fly, free to be heard.

Then there’s the lonely cow,
or the incessant sow,
don’t forget the lazy sheep,
from which you’ll hear nay a peep.

Be Proud

At the end of life,
it doesn’t matter,
if you’ve killed with a knife,
or lived a simple hatter.

When death approaches,
and approach, she will,
you’re beyond reproaches,
soon; you may fall ill.

But, wicked mistress is she,
as your life, her hands,
to play, to live or be
even in elaborate lands.

When death doth approach,
great her like a bear,
not a shuddering cockroach,
be proud, be loud, be there.

Finally

I was followed,
by the spirit of a man,
walking; not halls of hallowed
but stalking my mind, as he can.

He tormented endlessly,
spreading fear throughout,
crushed light within me,
made me want to scream and shout.

Now, for years, I would suffer
through all the pain,
life growing tougher,
hope washed away amongst the rain.

Yet now, he’s left,
leaving me alone.
my chest finally bereft,
echoing in the end, a tone.

Son Of A Miller

She comes to me,
in the dark of night,
in the ever fading light,
her face; I struggle to see.

I do not know of her,
why she wants me or what
she needs, perhaps a shot?
Attack a man; a murder?

After all, I am killer,
even though the son of a miller,
I kill for profit, pleasure,
you might say, a chiller.

I can end a man’s life
in many possible ways,
to slice his throat; end his days,
a gun, poison, sword or knife.

The World Burns

Mann gegen mann,
locked eternally,
pain as the eye can see,
war; best they can.
Power struggling,
life haggling,
a toy for the woken man.
He who doth not care,
will live but not live
as he should there.
So when men can’t see,
they’ll end what’s to be
in greed, anger, pain,
bring upon the blood’s rain.

Yet in the end, doth men
not care; even weak as a mouse.

Die welt wird brennen
und es macht keinem was aus.

Why Do People

Why do people always assume,
that poets have a tortured soul,
always speak of impending doom;
broken hearts, not a whole?

Why do people think always,
that poets can’t be happy,
always suffering in a mess,
and can’t smile at what is to be?

Why do people never,
think that poets can be jolly,
smile, endless, forever,
have a joke among the folly?

Well, it always will confuse
me as to why people think this way,
why they must always to choose,
that poets cry at the end of the day.

I’ll Laugh

My house stands perched,
upon the precipice,
my life has lurched,
these times I miss.
But I don’t need alcohol,
I don’t need drugs within me,
I don’t need a girl, a doll,
to see what can be.
Hand me some fuel,
gasoline,
kerosene.
I can take it,
bring upon the end,
give you my final hit,
your suffering, I shall rend.
With a ha ha here,
a he he there,
I’ll laugh until you’re dead.

Four Poems, Four Verses, Four Lines. May The Fours Be With You.

So, recently I wrote a quadrilogy of poems. Four poems that are linked and when combined, they tell a story; a story of a revolution. How it can rise in an instant, burn brightly but then, the same victorious flame, snuffed out in an instant.

Now, the poems weren’t written as one big one and then split into 4 separate ones so their rhythms may not completely match.

The four poems (in order are):

The Horn Of Rage
Seven Billion People
The Flames Danced
Malicious Intent

Combined they form 4 sets of 4 stanzas of 4 lines and the following poem:

Let me pose this to you,
what if the world rised up?
Is that something you’d do?
Or something you’d interupt?

Imagine that tomorrow,
Millions of people, everywhere,
wouldn’t beg, wouldn’t borrow,
just charged and said ‘there!’.

Run rampant among crowded feet
their eyes alive with fear,
stampeding on an empty street,
perhaps far, perhaps near?

Let the revolution echo,
sound the horn of rage,
let all the people know,
this is the end of an age.

When the iron horn
of rage begins to sound,
our feet shall be reborn,
shake buildings to the ground.

Seven billion peopled charged there,
told oppressors to go.
Revolution everywhere,
this is what we’ll know.

The victory, her flame bright,
we won this bloody battle’s day.
Now we can bathe in our light,
our glory, no words left to say.

Seven billion people have made
the choice for humanity;
to rest, peaceful, upon the everglade,
calm, bliss, for eternity.

After, the flames danced,
casting their shadow.
After we had pranced,
the revolution we all know?

The world was bliss,
our lives sublime,
the past was not to miss,
we just aimed forward in time.

Oppressors had fell,
their tyrannical rule
ended, they’re gone to hell.
It’s over, said a fool.

Rest easy, they said,
life shall be good, now,
nothing bad, it’s your head,
pain, we shall not endow.

It was a summer’s day,
when it collapsed,
people lost their way,
to horror, we relapsed.

One man rised above,
then another and many more,
peace had fell, killed the dove,
peace discarded through the door.

The oppressors had returned,
the world was falling apart.
The revolution overturned,
aching within our heart.

Revolutions shall never succeed,
always a man to prevent
with power, he thinks of greed,
his final malicious intent.

After reading through, I think it fits. But what is your thought? Do they fit? Does trilogies (or more) of poems work? Let me know your thoughts in the comments section.

I Can

I can take almost anything,
I can stand against it,
I can remain ever strong.

I’ll take what you bring,
go on; give me your hit,
is that really so wrong?

Yet there’s a time when I
can’t stand strong anymore,
can’t laugh it off, nor smile.

I need to hang my head and cry,
slam it shut, lock the door,
suffer, alone; all the while.

I can’t hide from you,
I can’t stay away, can
I see you, just one moment?

So now what must I do?
I’m just a simple, broken man.
I’ll have to cry, long, repent.

Evocation

Evocation,
emanation,
infatuation,
through my creation.
Power drawn from my heart,
lifting up; not apart.
Climbing, that, the empty ocean,
sweet, I have that notion
of my emotions lost,
irretrievable
for any cost.

I’ll aim now, for it,
stand proud, not slouch and sit.

My heart’ll beat; fast and true
for power in me, I shall do.

Malicious Intent

It was a summer’s day,
when it collapsed,
people lost their way,
to horror, we relapsed.

One man rised above,
then another and many more,
peace had fell, killed the dove,
peace discarded through the door.

The oppressors had returned,
the world was falling apart.
The revolution overturned,
aching within our heart.

Revolutions shall never succeed,
always a man to prevent
with power, he thinks of greed,
his final malicious intent.

The Flames Danced

After, the flames danced,
casting their shadow.
After we had pranced,
the revolution we all know?

The world was bliss,
our lives sublime,
the past was not to miss,
we just aimed forward in time.

Oppressors had fell,
their tyrannical rule
ended, they’re gone to hell.
It’s over, said a fool.

Rest easy, they said,
life shall be good, now,
nothing bad, it’s your head,
pain, we shall not endow.